After a long time of rejecting this, I come to the conclusion that I am an animal. In the work I do, desires, way I act or think, I see a lot of instinct and less rational thought.
I guess I am, more than I thought, a compound of chemical reactions, biological responses and psychological subconscious.
I make no appeal to act too much to any extreme, either too controlled rationally or too instinctively animal.
If we are to co-exist in a “civilised” way, a struggle for a balance between the two is recommended.